Hi there,
I wish you were awake to read this message at this hour from me- wanted to share with you this chance encounter I had with a wonderful woman this evening, while I was at Barnes looking for the book..Saran was home, we had an early dinner and while he was in a mood to watch a movie, I was getting anxious to leave the house for a bit, get some air and lighten up..I drove to barnes and all the way I was longing to talk on the phone to you or anyone to whom I could pour out my heart to..and so it happened!
I was at a section browsing through the books and next to me was this lovely stranger who was also browsing for a book by Dr Brian Weiss (Can you believe that??) ..we glanced and smiled at each other..and I felt very instinctively drawn to talk to her..I noticed ,she was holding a book by the same author I was looking for and so we got chatting...and one thing led to another..we shared similar interests around books, spirituality ..etc and she almost instantly opened up about her life.She has been married to a very nice man for over 20 years, has a daughter in High school but is deeply in love and involved with another man who is was once married and is 12 years older to her..As I heard her talk, I was in tears ..I just couldn't hold back..I needed someone to talk to so badly and I found so much comfort and support in this absolute stranger who shared some heart warming insights from her experiences..there was so much synchronicity .. She told me about this man whom she kept referring to as her ''soul mate'' and that they have been together since 5 years..she meets him once a month but their bond has withstood a lot of strain and how they have stuck together through the years ..we chatted up for nearly 45 minutes and she talked about both of them having undergone past life regression together with a therapist and both of them believe that they have shared many lives together.. This was too much of a coincidence for me today!! she said a lot of things from her experience ..Jaan, I heard from her the very things I needed to hear ..she talked about her boyfriend , their relationship and the strength they both draw from each other was so heart warming to hear about..she said that her guy is now divorced but since she is not in a position to divorce her husband , yet he is willing to wait for her till the end of his life ..
In short, I would say she left me feeling hell lot lighter, happier and clearer in my head..I do feel less conflicted about my feelings and my faith in life feels stronger..
I feel very very loved after a long time and I feel this incipient tingle of love in me that I would hate to relinquish for anyone..
anyways, I am sorry I have been so slothful in my spirits last two days..I do sense that there might be more moments of confusion and stress..I hope I have you to hold me up like always and likewise,I shall too
Oh and by the ways, guess the woman's name? This was a real shocker to me when she gave her name as Ron1n!
It was a crazy evening! and hear this , I could not find the book I had gone looking for!
Hope Ron1n is home , safe and wishing you a great weekend together..its late, almost time for beddies dear,
goodnight
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I never met her before physically although we talked on the phone at this point.. Wow, she was certainly giving me secret email addresses and secret pass codes. This stuff was scintillating. I was drawn in and so neglected at home...
Temptation is a slow dance. I was in the presence of a professional and I am but a rank amateur. I certainly was falling in love. I could sense it even if it was wrong in every detail.
Peace,
Jaan
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